I just had to complain a little bit, don’t mind me.

It was a lot easier to avoid junk food while I wasn’t at work although I’ve managed to avoid the vending machine so far :fingerscrossed:

One of the several areas I burned over the weekend (so much for not getting a burn this summer) was the top of my hands. Now my hands are staring to itch, I forgot that was the worst part of getting a burn :sob:

Why does it seem like when your life is substantially in the dumps that everyone else appears to be a party? Am I the only one who feels like that?

Do you ever feel like an idea/event has been blown out of proportion to such an extent that you start to wonder if it’s even worth it? Why does that always happen to me? I made such a big deal about my senior prom that I had a horrible time because there was no way it could ever live up to the expectations I had.

I hope Mel Gibson drives off a cliff or something. Not only was he arrested for drunk driving and was abusive to the cops but he spouted off disgusting Anti-Semitic shit as well. I’ve honestly never liked him and now I will make sure to boycott whatever he does. He’s such an arrogant loser :flipa:

Just to top this off I want to :flipa: the morons who feel it’s unnecessary to yield when getting onto the highway :rant:

Anyway, have a lovely day everyone! :cheesy:

p.s. Gemini, I know I apologized earlier for starting a pity party but I figured I might as well get it over with

Everything will be ok, I’m sure of it. I think I’ve gone through so much shit in the past several years that if there is one thing I’ve learned it’s that you just make it through to the other side. Things suck? Just do what you need to do to make it better or at least make it through.

I’ve never been one for optimism but when I finally had a life worth fighting for I’ve found pessimism doesn’t seem to help. When I hated my life and had nothing to look forward to I just said “fuck it” to everything. Now I have this beautiful life and I want to keep it, so dammit…I will

Nobody worry about us, we’ve been through more than most couples have and are tough. We will do anything to get to the other side and we’ll probably become stronger in the process. Therefore I am optimistic You heard me, I’m quite sure we’ll be just fine and that this all happened for a reason.

It’s better than bitching and whining

On another note my vacation is over but for the most part it was pretty nice. I wish I’d taken more walks and got outside more but I got a lot done. I now have a real office coming together and a lot of stuff is put away. We got huge ass blindes for the big window and now I don’t flash the neighborhood on a daily basis :cheesy:

Back to work, I’m almost glad. Something about my little cubicle is comforting and I can get away from any stresses at home :willy_nilly:

Anxiety is the dizziness of freedom.

– Soren Kierkegaard

The cat could very well be man’s best friend but would never stoop to admitting it.

– Doug Larson

Had our yard/moving sale today, it sucked. We even had a lot of nice furniture and almost nobody stopped. We probably made a total of $50 Most of the day I sat on my ass and read (although I’m almost done with my book ) and we cleaned out the apartment head to toe (ok so Erik did not me so much).

I feel gross and I feel so tired being in the sun more in one day than I had all summer so far. I feel disappointed by it but not surprised entirely. I hate constantly learning how life is so often a huge disappointment and every once and a while things are good.

Sorry I sound so grumpy but damn I’m grumpy. Sometimes I just want to :flipa: life but the irony is what can you do? Shit happens and then comes tomorrow.

Do you ever still wonder? Why me? Why does this have to happen now? What “lesson” am I learning now and when oh when will it be over?

I’m tired and must change out of these gross clothes

You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across fields into your lover’s arms can only come later when you’re sure they won’t laugh if you trip.

– Willa Cather