I can’t fucking believe it. No.

Claire: Why do people have to die?
Nate: To make life important.

Thinking back to what I’ve gone through the past 27 years I don’t think I’d change anything. In some ways I think I made really good decisions. I could have really fucked up my life if I’d stayed with certain boyfriends…I certainly wouldn’t have Erik.

I could have had a kid with the wrong guy and be tied to him for the rest of my life. I could be 27 tied down with kids and having to have gone through a painful divorce. If I had maybe I wouldn’t have traveled like I did or met the people I did.

In that way I’m really proud of the decisions I made. I could have settled down years ago but it didn’t feel right. I’m proud that I follow my instincts because no matter how hard it is in the process in the end it always feels right.

D and I on her wedding day back in May. I’ve known her since 7th grade.

I have to leave work early today, I don’t know how my boss feels about this since it’s last minute. There are no words to describe my mood today.

You can’t just tap them on the shoulder anymore. You have to hit them with a sledgehammer, and then you’ll notice you’ve got their strict attention.

I felt I needed a good quote. Anyone know what movie that is from? Oooh, it would be fun to post movie quotes…I’ll do that in the a&e section.

Anyway, Erik and I had a nice date night tonight…went out for dinner at the 99. I’m stuffed, of course. It was nice to get out together…we need more quality time.

Looks like a thunder storm is about to start…gotta love it…sexy!

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I can only hope that Erik and I make it until old age. There is nobody I’d rather sit next to in my nursing home.